Summer's in the air and baby heaven's in your eyes.

Summer.

About that...

What I should be doing:

Seeing sights. Roadtrips. Late nights.  Icecream.  Crazy Adventures. Parties.  Tattoos.  Smiles.  

What I am doing:

Papers. Work. Insomnia.  Stress.  Case Studies.  Projects.  

You know, the fun stuff.  

I've just come to accept the fact that my computer is my best friend.

And that's okay.

You know why?

1) God's awesome.

2) He has me in this season for a reason.

3) I'm grateful.

"All I know is that it feels like forever, when no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head."

-Stone Sour

Yes, I feel like I have been going through this program forever.

Yes, I know I'm over exaggerating.

Yes, I know this brings me one step closer to my future.

And I have to say that 16 months (only 5 months left **eeeee happy dance XD ****) may be a really long time, but I have learned so much in this past year and a half of my life that I know God is preparing me for something big.  I've been in this particular season of my life for a few years, and even thought there are times where I ABSOLUTELY hate it, I wouldn't change it.

I love who I am.

...every now and then I have my doubts, but who doesn't?

I'm okay with being "the girl with the speech."

..sometimes it's frustrating but I know it means I'm fighting for what I believe in.

I love when people tell me I need to relax and be more adventurous.

...because it means that they don't really know me at all.

I can handle when the past steps into my present.

...just because it came into my present doesn't mean it has to be part of my future.

I know what I want.

...and I'll work my butt off to get it.

Life is changing.

And I'm okay with it.

Summer may not be what I am used to this year,

but that's a sacrifice I'm willing to make.

^^^he's right.

I bid you adieu.